Tuesday, April 30, 2013

Aaahhh!!! Real Numbers





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(1)
  Let It Be Defined And Declared that

  1 Exists 
  Such that
  1 Has Value
  that Is Equal To

  One


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  In
  The
  Beginning
, there Did Exist Exactly
  One

, So Profoundly Interconnected
  So As To render
  The notion Of separation
, The Construct 
  Of One outside Of One
, incomprehensible-

 -All in All
 'Twas 
 Whole And content

--For The Moment

; but

  In The Absolute
  there Can Be no Relative--
  except
--To The Absolute
, Which Is Meaning
--less

: A Wheel Can Revolve-
- neither By nor around
--Itself
 

; And
  One Did Grow Curious
, Or Was It bored

?
  hungry For Experience

: So
  We blew A bubble

, And
  Therefore Did Manifest

(
 (At least
 )
  An appearance Of
) One And another
, This And that
, Here And there
, Now And then
, Inside And out
, two

. With A solid Understanding Of two
, three Flows Fluidly
, Et Cetera


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(2)
  Let It Be Defined And Declared that 
+Exists Such that

  For All X that Can Now Belong In Existence
  X Has Value that Is Equal To
  The Result Of
+ing One With Itself A Number Of Times
  that Is Equal To The Value Of X



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; And
  Thus Is Born The Set Of Natural Numbers
: {1, 2, 3, . . .}

; Define X, Y, And Z To Be Arbitrary Elements Of The Natural Numbers

, then By Definition
  X Can Be Written As A Sum Of Ones 
(:X = [1 + 1 + 1 + . . . + 1] 
:)For Example
, If X = 9
, then
  X = [1 + 1 + 1 + 1 + 1 + 1 + 1 + 1 + 1].

; It Is re
--Cognized that
: X + Y = Y + X
; For Example
, If X = 5 And Y = 4
, then
  X + Y = 5 + 4
             = [1 + 1 + 1 + 1 + 1] + [1 + 1 + 1 + 1]
             = [1 + 1 + 1 + 1 + 1 + 1 + 1 + 1 + 1]
             = [1 + 1 + 1 + 1] + [1 + 1 + 1 + 1 + 1]
             = 4 + 5
=Y + X

; It Is like 
--Wise that
: X + (Y + Z) = (X + Y) + Z
; For Example
,  14 = 7 + 7
        = 7 + (6 + 1) = 7 + (5 + 2) = 7 + (4 + 3)
        = (7 + 6) + 1 = (7 + 5) + 2 = (7 + 4) + 3
        = 13 + 1 = 12 + 2 = 11 + 3
        = 14 = 14
= 14


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  And
  With Such Knowledge
, All Returned To Its' Space Of Bliss

--For The While Yet

; Yet again
, A Question Did Brew
, As Per usual
, Through lack Of An
 (Additive
) Identity

. In particular
, there Did not Exist A
? Such that X + ? = X


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 (3)
  Let It Be Defined And Declared that
  zero Exists And
  Is void Of Value

; And
  Thus Is Born The Set Of Whole Numbers
: {0, 1, 2, . . .}


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; Now
, It Is Understood 
  that
  New Understanding 
  Reveals New mis
--Understood 
  
  Intantaneously
, One Did Question The 
  Source
  Of Its' Now-
 -Found Identity

; specifically
, there Did not Exist A
? Such that X + ? = 0
 (
  unless X = 0
 )



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(4)
  Let It Be Defined And Declared that
 -X Exists Such that
  All Is Now In debt  
  To Itself And Such

; And
  Thus Is Born The Group Of Integers
: {. . . , -2, -1, 0, 1, 2, . . .}


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; One must Give admission
This Was A Productive Moment


By The Kinetic Nature of 
  Unwrapped Potential
, Echos Of Now's
  Recreation
  Reverberate For
  Eve-Ry -iteration
, Recollect As 
  We -Lull A By
, In
  Groups Of Groups Of
  One



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 (
  to be continued
, Does this make any sense to you
?)
  

  
 

Thursday, April 11, 2013

Delay


Hey You, sorry for the delay, I've been gathering some thoughts down and want to take my time on these.  It'll be a couple weeks.  I'd love to hear some reactions to what I have so far :)

Monday, April 8, 2013

To Mates for Souls


Dale's soulmate:
  • A smile that lights my neurons
  • Listens
  • Enjoys my humor and ideas
  • Loves Dale
  • Says You love me spontaneously
  • Lovely voice
  • Flowing conversation for hours
  • Comfortable silence in stretches
  • Harmony through any loss of flow
  • Criticism comes absent of judgment
  • Hangs out with my friends
  • Loves my family
  • Wants me
  • Does not need or depend on me
  • Love sharpens in our absence
  • Doesn't care to directly control or change me
  • Cherishes us
  • Openness
  • Travels/adventures/long walks/lays on the grass
  • Attends to Your own well-being
  • Indulges in moderation
  • Gets dirty and sweaty
  • Breaks rules
  • Plays with the kid in me
  • Strong/powerful in femininity
  • Fun/connecting/meaningful/enthusiastic/sexy sex
  • Holds me
  • Catches me off guard
  • Inspires me
  • Strives to help others
  • Has faith in the golden rule and in goodness of others
  • Believes in evolution
  • The relationship evolves
  • Inspired by something beyond Yourself
  • Loves Yourself regardless of/despite insecurities
  • Introspective (maybe meditates or keeps a journal)
  • Fascination with nature and life
  • Down to Earth and up in its clouds
  • Endearing craziness
Dale as a boyfriend/soulmate (to do list)
  • Smiles and laughs
  • Patient/forgiving/thankful
  • Listen listen listen listen listen
  • Listen through
  • Truth
  • Consistent in my speech and love
  • Random acts of kindness
  • Keep doing stuff
  • Never be lazy toward You
  • Meditate single-pointedly to Your smile/eyes/body/voice/beat/breath/presence/essence
  • Daydream about You
  • Randomly decide to go a day with only kissing
  • hold You
  • Feel You in my heart and veins
  • Find new ways to say I love You
  • Appreciate/savor when You say You loves me
  • Write poetry to You
  • Find new things I love about You
  • Write a good thing about You every night
  • Love You the next morning
  • Cook for You, breakfast in bed
  • Be here for You
  • Give You space
  • Be together while apart
  • Respect/value Your competence/autonomy
  • Neither seek outside help nor accept others' advice (exceptions are very rare)
  • Unlock Your cage
  • At the very least don't lock You up into categories
  • Catch all my judgment and absolve it
  • Assume You aren't judging me
  • Proactively find my patterns that don't work
  • My money is Your money
  • Your pleasure is mine
  • Enjoy the things You like
  • Get to know Your friends
  • Do work in the same room (if possible)
  • Massage and dance lessons
  • Facilitate Your self-actualization/enlightenment
  • Be willing to sacrifice things I value for You
  • Expand on this list as I get to know You
  • Follow through

As I write this, there are millions of You living out there.  Know that I am attracting You. 

Saturday, April 6, 2013

Respect my

Your life is a test
be
Good
do
What is Good

oh and
Let me tell You
What is Good

. . .

Send me attention
Give me Your time
Abandon wonder
for
i have the Answer that no one else has.

be a Member
Play Your role
don’t
Break my rule
for
i have the Power that no one else has.

. . .

Fear
and
Please me
Make me happy
obviously

Win my con-test by all means inevitable
for
i reserve
for You
my perfected essence of Goodness
if You're
Observed a deserving servant-

Unlike Them;
 
Well

Hell be-
it for Them
Neglect
Exploit
Fault
Them-Others-Unchosen

. . .

Oh and
Don't leave Your box.

Oh and

. . .

Hey!

Where are You going?


Friday, April 5, 2013

Transcend Subtlety




i
Begin with this-
That is Me-
The animal
, as a whole,
A subtle soul
Beneath perception
Beyond conception,
but
i may as well try-

i.

i is My                         
Attachment to y-All
and stuff.
A magical graph of
Standing symbols
From observation,
With reason,
For me-

Perceptible evidence spun on prejudice!
Merely this,
And
Nothing more;

i cannot see past-
Me.

As it goes,
i clings to things,
Feeds an ego to its inherent delusion;
Preserving fear
Like it breathes true

but
When i choose-s love,
Me be happy.

. . .

i will not sell,
Quell,
Me for money
Hell
i won’t
i
Fucking
Won’t!

Me is all
i
Has in his
Life
and
NOT the converse

. . .

i talk to
Me
Z listens,
i think.



Thursday, April 4, 2013

Velcro

#1:
Suffering exists.

#2:
To cling in greed
Is                                              
To shove away in aversion
Is                        
To choose ignorance and delusion
Is
To suffer.

#3: Be willing to:
Let go
Accept,
Lose
Recover,
Sit in Silence
Wake up,
Absolve
Resolve,
Open
Change,
Attract
Exhale,
Laugh
Cry,
Share
Thank,
Be and
Let be.

#4:
Step ever onward, upward, forthward,
Because
What else is there to do
?

. . .

Note that there is a significant and meaningful (though seemingly paradoxical) difference between:

Attachment vs. connection,
Holding close vs. holding dear,
Aversion vs. self-regulation/plucking weeds,
Willful ignorance/delusion vs. accepting our impermanence/finiteness.

Irreversible Accumulation



Energy.
Through space.
and
Over time.

Purple sharpie pen to paper;
Absolving
Tension,
With love to mention,
Breathing
Resting ease;

Words writ upwards,
Matters re-solved
In the evolving moment.

, , ,


Resources squandered on
Expectation over observation

Light Cross-ed out
Fear postpones the flight

, , ,

Recalibration,
Balanced sight

. . .

En-lightning action,
Immortal in its potential.
Relived over,
Released all the same-

Yet-

Every ex-hale
Re-collects
Old spirals of space
For new breath,
New beat,
New page-
Restarts.

Time
and Time Again

Wednesday, April 3, 2013

The Space of One

We sit
Safe within a skull,
Watch our world,
Listen,
Feel.

Play.

Fly.

Dance alongside spacetime,
Seek a profound experience
To
Freeze in-
To the past;

The
Only
Law
Be
Of physics.

Be the puppeteer!

Condense
The frequencies of light
Construct one path
From infinite possibility,
Through boundless
Plastic ambiguity.

. . .

Time is
Tucked away
Wrapped in the present;
Past part future perfect.

. . .

My fingers are
Magical
Dancing slaves
Communicating my concept
To a robotic receptacle
For you to translate,
Sorry lol

Tuesday, April 2, 2013

A Moment in Space

buoy-
Ant body
Flowing along the happening Current,
gathers direction like
It knows what it's doing;
that It gets out alive.

. . .

Plastic Pages Pushing pul-
Sing,
Spirals upside topside turvy,
Water bending
Ever ending?
Sharpie pen-
ding!
Drops to develop the story

. . .

"There" is Here,
from the perspective of There;
just ask yourself in
seven steps
From this Here space-moment;

"Then" is Now,
from the perspective of Then,
just ask the
Ant.

Breathed


We aim to never be influenced by anything external to our authenticity.

It's when I start thinking of someone judging this-that I lose flow, wanna stop.  I visualize your judgement, which is of my creation, my fault, not yours.  And in the end I am being judged by my own creation (bless its heart.).

But I have something to say (I know you do too.).  I do desire for you to read this blog, even examine the flaws that span my margins more or less; and laugh. To be free is to manifest enough love for the self to let it.  My art; be freeeeee

Hey there, I bet you're amazing too, I wonder how many of my genes are also in you, probably like at least 42.  See, I just imagine someone rolling their eyes (I'd hope you did.), and I want to delete the last sentence but it's an expression of me.  I'ma move on down-words

. . .

Practice =
Patience Plus
Persistence; 
-and Play (Obviously.)

Light flows out from in-finity.  Awareness swims, not in searching, nor expecting, but wondering and chillin along for the Ride.  And playing (on an Off-Course.)

. . .

The joy is in the Rorschach's test.  God does not think, and yet God IS (or so I think.).  A fundamental fuck you to Descartes' roundabout coordination. I dare its Name be spoken, acknowledged; for a tree is always lovely-wise'n'such; one can't mess up!  In truth, beauty is a natural reaction to the given.

Monday, April 1, 2013

Unclassic Relation

Hey
So
Can we talk?

I’ve been
Reflecting
Upon our relationship

And All.

From
The
Inception
Of symbolic conception,
They've dwelled aboard our minds
Captaining our perception
Closing the blinds

Third eye behind
Intransigent books,
Mind
Securely fastened 

They
Delude your name
Discount your in-value
And
Well
We complied too

I gave
Truth
To
Their
Inevit ability

I paid attendance like They knew You!
And
A smart one wants none to do with You!
But

Is that wise?

. . .

We identify
You
To unify
Us.
You are the
Catalyst and consequence
Of this
Spiraling sapien species,

Of all your light enlivens

. . .

But a classically conditioned relationship?
I am amply content
To be
Driven by the agreed upon incentive

I'm willing to release the need for chains
See you here and around,
Love